I Should Win "Pursuing Slob" Award :P

I am not entirely good at taking care of myself, as its very clear in my absence here! But heyyy! Good news!

Ok, not so good news with some of you who chagrins at my umpeenth time of getting here and being good and being consistent.

Anyway.

I'm back!...agian. And this time I'm feeling better.

Went through a spell of depression, then dont know....

I'm trying to tack as to why I'm feeling better. I think I started taking care of myself agian, I guess. And I stopped doubting someone who I loved, at least in my heart. I was really hurting myself, emotionally. No, dont worry didnt do anything to myself.

Ha! I almost said "ttracking" instead of "trying"...and yes, there was a double "tt" in my conception of the word!

I've been busy too I guess...oohh! now I remember! I started feeling proactive about it! See, core of my depression was a lack of surplus money kind of problem. I Need moola, but I wasnt getting a job. My Mom refuses to dig out my positive-TB (and since treated) test results from 10 years ago for an employer, moreover I lost something really, REALLY important...which I havent replaced yet!

BUT....it all started with making the decision of, while stimultaneiously working to find a way to find a job (double tongue tye there)...to invest some money I acutally was supposed to invest but didnt, and take out a chunk of that investment early to plan for a trip to my boyfriend.Ohh felt better right away!

Also been been a web safari surfer, darlings! Found these following personal finance/investing social communities (I kid you not, and yes, most people are older than me in there ,but who cares)....I'm not commercializing anything, in fact I'm not thinking of earning anything, but I'm just sharing with ya where I'd been...

www.duedee.com ---> Fake investing, social community for virtual investors!

www.updown.com- --> same!

www.wesabe.com --> personal finance community

www.myspendingplan.com --> a personal finance web-software (free)!

Got registered and got carried away!

Also have Second LIfe responsiblities I should take care of but haven tyet:(....gonna havta. soon.

Also, downloaded Flock, signed up at www.30Boxes.com (coolest calendar on the planet!), downloaded Bubbles, ....And something else.

Tlaked to my boyfriend's grandmother twice, which was cool! My boyfriend's sister too! And the letter to my BF's MOm wasnt so bad.

Yah. Web geek got into gear.

So I'm feeling much much better. Still at the same weight but much better.

Oh yeah. Went to the doc's went shopping! And shaved! (you've no idea how overdue I am in that aspect).